What I've learned about Tila Tequila in the past few months is this: she's legit crazy. There's really no other way around it. The woman is completely bananas. There is no sane person on this Earth that would make up atrociously dark fairy tales and pretend that they were real, only to garner sympathy from people because they can't find their way out of lying. Tila started a long, long time ago with one small lie. And she got away with it. And then she lied some more, which culminated into a web of gigantic fuckery, too big for her to control anymore. Throw some narcotics into the mix and you're left with a really gross, disturbing mess that would need lots of time (AWAY FROM THE INTERNET) to untangle. But Tila's addictive behavior is continuing the asinine march forward into what will eventually result in her "rock bottom." Though she might not have hit it yet, she'll get there soon enough if she doesn't start to clean herself up.
Where Tila's at right now is tucked away inside of her delusional mind (I wouldn't be surprised if she's set it up as a sort of castle, wherein she is the princess), making up story after story because she's very sick and has an addiction to "celebrity." What Tila does not and cannot comprehend is the fact that in the "real" world, she is useless and bears no significant weight. In her own world, she is the shiny, lovable center that just glows with life, love, and all the fame she could ever hope to achieve. When she leaves her bubble - i.e., reads disparaging remarks about herself in the "real world" she has a tantrum and does something ridiculous, most probably to win back just a few sympathy points and, for sure, to excuse her past behavior by supplying some new concoction that she dreamed up in order to bury the old lie. What Tila cannot seem to comprehend is that she's only digging herself deeper. On some basic human level she must realize that she so badly needs some sort of help but her mental illness is acting as a barricade.
Now, I'm in no way defending Tila; in fact, I think she's become a terrible person. In order to be that awful, though, a traumatic event must have occurred somewhere in her life. What that issue is, probably no one will ever know but Tila, and that's fine. The only person it actually matters to is Tila herself. If she refuses to seek help for the issue she so obviously needs resolved then she's at fault for her own demise. She can't continue to blame her follies on the "jelis haters" out there just for calling her out on all of her bullshit. Let me repeat that, but in more 'basic' English: TILA CANNOT BLAME OTHERS FOR TILA'S SITUATION. She is not actually being 'stalked' and such claims, like ones that she has made in the past, are dangerous to the welfare of quote-unquote normal individuals.
There are many ramblings which point to various mental disorders: Dissociative Identity, Paranoid Schizophrenic, Bipolar, Histrionic Personality, etc. Tila claims to suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and she might not be lying about that. What she has been lying about, though, were the circumstances that culminated in developing PTSD. She's said a lot of crazy shit, therefore I am interested in "dissecting" Tila. Not, you know, in that gross autopsy-kinda way or anything. But to really attempt to get to the core of her psychological malfunctions. I'm not a licensed professional, not a psychology major, not a fan nor a 'jelis hater.' And, I do not know Tila personally. I just want to attempt to keep up with one of America's most obvious cases of celebutard while attempting to get a glimpse at something concrete.
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